In the last couple of days I seem less tired. This does vary though: 3 steps forward and 2 back etc.
Although my swallow of some (thin) liquids is not good and I still feel giddy when walking - although I do not fall - my level of fatigue seems (generally) lower. This is a good sign.
My speech is still hard to understand and I get very frustrated by this. To me, it sounds fine, but clearly others do not understand me. My wife says I need to sound first and last syllables more clearly and that I am very quiet.
My recovery is taking far longer than I expected.
Wednesday, 26 November 2014
Tuesday, 25 November 2014
My brain
I am still puzzled by my brain. Most mental functions seem fine, but when I do an email or blog post I seem slow to spot errors like spelling mistakes or missing full stops. Usually I try to correct errors before sending, but looking back I still spot mistakes that I've missed.
If you see errors please let me know. I want to correct the errors and know when my brain is not doing its job right.
If you see errors please let me know. I want to correct the errors and know when my brain is not doing its job right.
Driving again
After a ban on car driving of around 14 months because of my brain bleed, I am now allowed to drive again.
In the car I do not get giddy and feel safe, although I drive slower than before, at least for now. In the last year,things seem to have got faster, although I am sure this is me! My wife thinks I should be wearing a hat!
Up to now, I have driven fairly locally and my wife is usually in the car with me. The exception for the last few weeks has been a solo drive to the Newmarket Road, Cambridge, Park and Ride site, where I catch the bus into the city for my U3AC course on Human Evolution, a course I am really enjoying. For several years I was too busy for U3AC, but this year is different.
Although I am usually suffering from at least 2 of the following, it is good to be doing "normal" things again and mixing with healthy people. My remaining issues are (1) giddiness when walking. (2) poor liquid swallow, (3) tiredness following physical work of ANY kind. Today, I don't feel tired whereas for several days previously I had been totally exhausted.
In the car I do not get giddy and feel safe, although I drive slower than before, at least for now. In the last year,things seem to have got faster, although I am sure this is me! My wife thinks I should be wearing a hat!
Up to now, I have driven fairly locally and my wife is usually in the car with me. The exception for the last few weeks has been a solo drive to the Newmarket Road, Cambridge, Park and Ride site, where I catch the bus into the city for my U3AC course on Human Evolution, a course I am really enjoying. For several years I was too busy for U3AC, but this year is different.
Although I am usually suffering from at least 2 of the following, it is good to be doing "normal" things again and mixing with healthy people. My remaining issues are (1) giddiness when walking. (2) poor liquid swallow, (3) tiredness following physical work of ANY kind. Today, I don't feel tired whereas for several days previously I had been totally exhausted.
Monday, 24 November 2014
Al Jazeera - news from the Middle East
Occasionally, it is good to get news from totally different sources. One example is to see how Middle Eastern broadcaster Al Jazeera has covered Ebola in recent weeks.
See http://www.aljazeera.com/news/africa/2014/11/deadline-curb-ebola-will-not-be-fully-met-2014112418512630314.html .
Sometimes Al Jazeera has news that we never hear about on the BBC. For example I had no idea that Tripoli airport in Libya was recently attacked by unidentified jets. If the BBC covered this then I must have missed it.
See http://www.aljazeera.com/news/africa/2014/11/deadline-curb-ebola-will-not-be-fully-met-2014112418512630314.html .
Sometimes Al Jazeera has news that we never hear about on the BBC. For example I had no idea that Tripoli airport in Libya was recently attacked by unidentified jets. If the BBC covered this then I must have missed it.
Nations spying
See http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/technology-30171614 .
It looks like some nation state is intent on stealing our data. Regin is a newly discovered computer spyware program recently discovered by Symantic.
It looks like some nation state is intent on stealing our data. Regin is a newly discovered computer spyware program recently discovered by Symantic.
My voice
My poor speaking voice really frustrates me. On the phone I say, to me it is clearly, that my wife is out and "please ring after 2". Then the caller says, "when shall I call?". Darn it, I just told you, but you clearly did not hear me!
The problem is at my end - either I speak too fast or not clearly enough to be understood. It really does cause so much confusion and frustration. Stroke! I have to learn to speak much slower and much more clearly.
The problem is at my end - either I speak too fast or not clearly enough to be understood. It really does cause so much confusion and frustration. Stroke! I have to learn to speak much slower and much more clearly.
Saving government money
Although I welcome my free bus pass and winter fuel allowance, I am sure money can be saved by targeting these at people in real need, and not just shelling these out to all over 60?
Surely they can address the winter fuel allowance another way, for example by increasing the tax free income allowance? Much lower cost and it targets those in most need. Most would pay tax on this allowance whereas those on really low incomes would not pay tax.
Likewise free bus passes. Maybe a nominal sum for all trips (20p?) or only make the bus passes free for OAPs receiving an old age pension? Males over 60 but not yet getting an OAP would have to pay a bit longer.
On both these the government should be able to save millions. The free bus pass and winter fuel allowances are "good things", but surely in this age of austerity they both need to be better targeted at those who really need them?
Surely they can address the winter fuel allowance another way, for example by increasing the tax free income allowance? Much lower cost and it targets those in most need. Most would pay tax on this allowance whereas those on really low incomes would not pay tax.
Likewise free bus passes. Maybe a nominal sum for all trips (20p?) or only make the bus passes free for OAPs receiving an old age pension? Males over 60 but not yet getting an OAP would have to pay a bit longer.
On both these the government should be able to save millions. The free bus pass and winter fuel allowances are "good things", but surely in this age of austerity they both need to be better targeted at those who really need them?
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